i'm under stress, trace. :(

i may need to go melb uni lib this weekend to borrow books. can i use your card?

hahaha this site is so dead. actually the other two are as well. lol oh well dont matter.
glenda!! havent seen u in..ages. hahaha i dont think im going to ps tmr either. going to check out another church coz i *might* wanna change? yeah ahaha see howww =) but yes....dead site coz i never see you anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! i also dont talk to u that much anymoree =( its okayy when my prnts leave then il go visit youu.. =) and during my sept hols too!!! but u'll be moving out of the city!!!! even worse!!!!!!! blegh!! hahaha mWAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa miss you butthole =)

HAI..

I miss you tracy! I want to be in the same school as you. Then we can do everything together again. Like loitering about officeworks and spending more money on stationeries. I'll try to transfer to melbourne uni k? Which is only about 2% success rate btw.

I'll still go over to the city to find you almost every week!!

hobble hobble

hahahahaha glenda glenda with your wrapped "bah chang" foot and you still run. hop. fall. skip. and dont look where you're walking. hahahahahahaha someone came to my house and did something to my cushion. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sry just wanted to say that but its ok dont feel bad. i just find it super funny. HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! im so mean. if it happened to me i think i would want the earth to swallow me up. rwar. i love you! i realised i miss you like loads!! coz i havent spent proper time with u since like we all got into uni. uni! yucks. we're in uni. we're so old. granny grannyyyyyyy!!!!!!! mwah! come again for dinner tmr!! =D

tom yam congee

I'm listening to statistic lecture online right now and burst out laughing when the lecturer starts talking about stem and leaf diagram.

Remember how desiree used to draw real stem and real leaves on the exam script?

You really made my day. HHAHA..Imagine if the frequency was in thousands...are you going to draw thousands of leaves?

Draw me a stem and leaf diagram when I'm sad ok? I miss the way you apply art into maths.

hahaha i really lost my mood to blog. lol. hahahaha

we had combined ocf parkville, melb uni and swinburne today at arrow. so many ppl. hahah and me with my empty bottle at the end of the night accidentaly knocked some girl's head. whoppss :/ felt so so so bad. hahahaha i wouldnt like to be bopped in the head by some random person...she looked so angry when i was saying sorry. hahaha

i was napping just now. and like coughing fits make u gag? so i was sleeping...coughing coughing non stop...and i puked in my mouth when i was sleeping -_- and ran to the toilet. hahaha yuckkkkksssss and it was like nandos chicken and chips in lumps. HAHAHahaahahhaaha someone told me that putting vicks in your socks help with your cough. i tried it out. hahaha had quite a good sleep. but then again might have been the medicine.

hrmmm....not my fault right??? i dunno.. i feel really bad. but i dont know what to do. feel bad but then again i feel annoyed. -_- someone of a higher position says dont spread it around. but im not spreading it around. i just need to talk to some people u know? blehhhhh! and i dont know how some people found out. but once they ask me and they know its true. i cant really deny it and not say anything can i? ugh! watever.

I know I'm in the midst of writing my prac report and blogging at this minute is not exactly a wise thing to do.

I just got a sudden urge to type the typical Singaporean-Ah lian's English. Okay, here goes a short paragraph.

WAI LYKE DAT?? Moi mish dar dar so muchie. i haf no dar dar but ah lian lyke me who owns a blog usually got dar dar one lor. if no dar dar nuthin to rite so i pretend i have dar dar lor. so that this will appear more realistic mah. imaginery dar dar, where you go? hurry cum back leh. i know you dun exist but i miss you lor. fuk dat lan woman who steal my dar dar away from moi lo. my eyelashie shuper long and i can dig your nose wif it. so you beta not cum near me, it's a built in internal defence mechanism. nobody have one lor.pple say my eye look like goldfish, eh..lan their prublem ar?

Yes, I'm mocking someone. And I want this to be an obvious mockery. She's going to hate me for sure (she already does) if she knows that I'm talking about her, but do I care? I hate her too. For no actual reasons actually, just the thought of her makes me sick.

Hi world. I feel like being happy and in touch with the world today so I've decided to blog a short post before I get started with my practical.

The practical I'm working on now was suppose to be due on Wednesday. But relax, mine's due tomorrow cos Dr.Gerry gave me a longer date line after telling him about my situation and how I haven't had anytime to get started on anything. I'm way way behind time again, but guess this is how it should be. I must deal with it, and I'm going to without procrastination. Ways of dealing with it included some white lie like:

"I've got a medical appointment tomorrow, so I may not be able to be back Clayton in time to hand up my practical on time."

So again, like my bio practical, I manage to get the dateline extended for chemistry practical. It's not the "due tomorrow" kind of chemistry practical for me this week.

Still, despite all that..I'm still way way behind time. I got ten thousand things due before Monday ends again. Ten thousand reading which also includes week one's reading.

AAAHH.. But nevertheless, I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. :)

So I won't be meeting anyone except tracy (to go church) for the next couple of weeks. Or maybe...MONTHS!! Who knows?

hahahahahahhahaha sry sry, i havent abandoned this site =D i think ive kinda abandoned all. a tad bit lazyy.

i've been trying to find other things to do than going online. i felt like its such a waste of time sitting around and doing nothing much with my time. so far, i've read...2 books in 4 days =) good reads actually. haha "Ugly" by Constance Briscoe and "Killing Floor" by Lee Child. A non-fiction and a thriller. =) i just started another but its not that interesting. i also bought little art canvas things so that i can paint stuff again =) hahaha anddd my psp has its program downgraded so that downloaded games can be played on it (thanks to ys) haha and now i have Loco Roco. I'm addicted to it. hehehe! its super super cute!!! and the music is nice =) but it gets harder and harder as you pass each stage.

so yep.

hahahahahah not that interesting at all. whoooppsseeee.

i have a uber lame joke tho.

why did the carpenter break his teeth???

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because he was biting on his nails

someone in class was reading it out of a kid's mag. hahahah there were a few more but i cant rmbr them. lucky you then. =)

hahaha ok i really have nothing to say. forgiiiveeee meeee =)

glenda! we must meet up soon okay?!?! i havent like properly seen u since...your bday i think. you feel so far awayyyyy~ come over for dinner soooooon!! (:

I agree. Why is this page so quiet? We kind of pangsehed this page for a long long time. My thoughts for the past few days had been quite private and depressing, so obviously it goes to the private and unpublised blog I have la. You leh trace?? Got any decent excuse? HMPHH..you pangsehed here!

Hmm..What should I say?

Okay, brief updates!!

1. My brother got married. His wife is pretty but she wears a really hedious pair of glasses. Those snoopy - round kind of glasses I had way back in primary 5. I also saw this piece of slip-on-shades in my bro's crappy car which obviously belongs to pei. I used to think that frameless is so three years ago but her glasses is seriously 15 years ago!! Haven't seen such gadgets in ages, it's almost an extinct antique!! I swear!

2. My brother seriously cannot dance. Unlike those people who dance as if they had ants in their pants, my brother dance as if his butt is frozen stiff. I could hear those robotic cracks in every single move he made.

3. I seriously can't dance.

Firstly cos I'm shy.

Secondly my whole body will be frozen stiff when I'm aware that the lights on the dance floor arent exactly as dim as the one we see in clubs, so it's like an "all-eyes-on-you" kind of scenario.

Thirdly, everyone on the dance floor are skinny laladys who doesnt have fats that wriggles when they move their arse, nah, I don't like the idea of embarrasing myself.

Fourthly, the image of my mom's disgusting dance moves keep replaying on my very eyes that day, I so totally not want anyone else to relate the embarrasing similarities between me and my mom. That's like one of the reason why I never dance unless it's pitch dark. Plus the fact that most people I know in the wedding are related to my mother and had seen her when she was the "i-must-be-on-stage" kind of attention seeking woman.

Fifth, I wasnt in the mood to do anything actually. I know it's anti-climax on my brother's wedding. I'm really genuinely happy for them, and somehow their happiness took away 1/4 of my sorrows, but 3/4 still exist. You have no idea how I dragged myself back to melbourne. It was such a long a painful plane ride ever. Except the part where I co-incidentaly met one of my cousin in one of the trip from detroit to LA. Thank God for driving away part of my loneliness. :)

Okay, that's like a really long point.

4. I LOVE USA!! MAN!! I KNEW I WOULD LIKE IT. WHY WHY WHY?? WHY AM I IN AUSTRALIA? Altho I didnt get to visit much places except some restaurants around the hotel, but I already felt the kind of love towards that country. Even the crappy LA airport that made me walk miles and miles from one counter to another. The crappy lansing airport where I got stranded there for 7 hours, crappy detroit airport without decent food. I love USA. Just thinking about how they get white christmas makes my face flush with envy. Their accent, their ignorance (esp those immigration officers), and their stupidity (like how stupid northwest is). I don't know what I like about it, prolly cos it's spelt as A M E R I C A and also known as U S A, with (I think)50 main states, reeses chocs, and terrorist threats. 2 main Disney themeparks, one in florida and another one in LA. I'm so not staying in Australia for postgrad. What a stupid thing to do.

5. Do you think I'll let you buy me a channel shades if you yourself own an old man slip-it-on kind of sunny? NAH, I'm not that screwed. As much as I wanted that guess bag, (GUESS IN AMERICA IS REALLY CHEAP) I won't make my "teddy bear handbag carrying sister in law" who couldnt even bear to get her own designer's handbag pay for my material expense. I think I'm the one who should be getting her all those stuffs.

6. It's quite exciting to welcome a new member of the family. It's funny how haipei is now Ng HaiPei instead of Jiang HaiPei. I lost a brother but at the same time I got myself a new sister. Whether it's just in terms of status or whatever. I don'exactly know how I should feel. I don't know if Haipei like her name better when she was Jiang Hai Pei. I certainly hate being Glenda Ng and I can't wait to change it (tho I'm not sure if I'll ever get to). I quite like the sound of Ng but I don't like the name Glenda. However, sadly it's the latter that has to be changed. Welcome to the family!! :)

7. Once again, I'm broke but I don't know how. I hate all this money-money kind of stuffs. It's annoying the hell out of me. Arghh.